Thursday, May 31, 2012

We chatted over skype for 3 hours! I love to see your smile! I missss u so fucking damn much! Xoxo
I just think I want someone to talk to who will listen to me and understand.

Monday, April 2, 2012

i miss u so much adam abdul latif.... balik la.. please...

Thursday, March 29, 2012


I just love you because I do. I can't change it. Its not my choice. I wish I didn't, but that's how love is. I can't say a word about you. I have to forget about you. I wish you didn't make it so difficult for both. There are things I wish I could tell you. There are many things I need tell you, but I can't find the way. Your way of looking life is different from mine. I can't change it. Its not my choice. I wish I didn't love you. I can't forget about you. I just wish it could all work out like it once happened.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Lily Allen - Littlest Things [Original Video]

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Friday, March 23, 2012

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.

I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens... I will always love you.

Monday, March 5, 2012

He isn’t my boyfriend but I love his hugs, smile, kindness & the times we laugh together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship..


Hush Hush by the Pussycat Dolls with Lyrics

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah

Monday, February 20, 2012

Dear Future Boyfriend,

I hope you have a nice heart. I’ve been hurt before and what I really need is someone to make me feel. Make me feel loved, wanted, needed. Just don’t be afraid to show me your heart and I won’t be afraid to show you mine.